December 2010
You're a dumb whore.
So many vows I want to make for 2011. Number one is be happier. :)
that awkward moment when you are up until 5:00 am...
howwegonnapay:
and then find out you cant go with them anyways.
Jacob I’m sorry! It’s not my fault I promise! D:
I'm Andrew fucking Jackson. →
Jeeeeez, the computer needs to be taken away from me after 2 in the morning. -___-
Leave unsaid unspoken; Eyes wide shut, unopened.:... →
divisionofman:
themissingpiece:
I’m laying in bed pouting watching cupcakewars. I wish I had someone to talk to. Also, I’m staying up late even thought I’m tired because I don’t have plans tomorrow so I want to sleep in as late as possible. I need to make some new friends or get in touch with some old ones. I also need to quit…
it’s just because you’re up so late. you start overthinking...
I feel so alone sometimes.
howwegonnapay:
themissingpiece:
Fuck it’s 7:20.
I LOVE YOU KAT <3
are you still awake or just waking up?
I was up till like 3:30 then fell asleep until now.
I love you too by the way.
I feel so alone sometimes.
Fuck it’s 7:20.
I'm extremely pathetic.
I’m laying in bed pouting watching cupcakewars. I wish I had someone to talk to. Also, I’m staying up late even thought I’m tired because I don’t have plans tomorrow so I want to sleep in as late as possible. I need to make some new friends or get in touch with some old ones. I also need to quit getting on tumblr just to dump negative shit. I’m sure it gets old....
I hate that fucking feeling in your throat when...
Like somethings stuck and if you pay attention to it yours eyes start to water. For no reason. It will not go away. This sounds like a dumb girl post and I apologize.
God damn.
People are so fucking stupid sometimes. And really hypocritical. Oh well. I wish, even the dumb people, all the happiness they want.
the days aren't getting any better.
divisionofman:
actually, I think they are getting worse.
:( I love you Steven.
I laughed for like 10 minutes. →
My feet are freezing.
Yep. That’s all.
It’s probably just because it’s early, and I didn’t get a lot of sleep, and it didn’t ice so school didn’t get canceled, but I’m in the worst mood. Everything is pissing me off. There’s nothing worse then knowing you shouldn’t be bothered by something, but you are any way, and this morning there are way to many somethings. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck I...
Once again,
I hate girls.
Oh God, The Last 5 Years.
And in a perfect world, a miracle would happen, and every other girl would fly away. And it’d be me and You and nothing else would matter, and the things we do, going as we planned. We’re gonna make it through, and nothing else will matter. We’ll be fine, we’re fine, we’re fine, we’re fine, we’re fine.
I wish it would snow today, just because.
I'm so proud to be Jamie's girlfriend.
If you haven’t seen RENT! yet, you really should.
I’m gonna stop and go be happy now because I’m about to go watch my boyfriend be amazing as Roger in RENT! :)
I feel like I sound like a bitch on tumble.
Also
I hate that everyone, including myself, has a past. I know that makes us who we are and blah blah blah but I wish you could just erase someones past if you really wanted to. And that is why I love you, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.
Truth is,
I fucking hate girls. And I hate being a girl. Ugh.
OH MY GOD I HAVE BEST BOYFRIEND IN THE WORLD.
I never thought I could be this open and comfortable with anyone ever. Holy shit. I’m not the most religious person to say the least but I truly am grateful for whoever thought I deserved someone like Jamie.
Fuck tonight.
I’m going to sleep. -__-
Christmas...
It’s cold out, but it doesn’t feel like Christmas to me yet. Which really sucks. We don’t have a tree and aren’t getting one this year. We aren’t putting gifts out so the dog won’t get to them. We don’t have any decorations. Everyones busy and doesn’t have time to do anything. This is the first year Niks not home and it’s weird. I’m...
-_-
The bad thing about having a boyfriend not in school is that he gets to sleep in while I have to wake up at 6. Then I sit in school all day wishing I could go home and hang out with him. The pros outway the cons, because Jamie is amazing and I love him, but damn I’m jealous.
Well well well.
You know what I hate? Dumb bitches. Yeah.